Sunday, November 27, 2005

A is for Random

Random phrases for the day:

Eating peanut butter with chopticks.

Don't kill yourself in the shower, it's only water.

k...

Saturday, November 05, 2005

bored again

1. Honestly, where are you now?
in boston, my room... it's malden actually.

2. Honestly, have you ever failed a subject at
school?
yeah... i failed the first add math quiz in form 5. It was the only Add Math test i've failed though. It was on intergration. I got a 28% damn... But it was also cause we didn't have a teacher then cause miss chow was away, and i think the highest score was a 70+ or around 50+....

3. Honestly, what's on your mind?
i don't know... abit bugged abt nigel, whether to tell him i like him, and also like i know he doesn't have feelings for me, so that's abit shite to say the least.

4. Honestly, who are you chatting online
with now?
no one.

5. Honestly, what is it that you REALLY
should be doing right now?
Going out for lunch.

6. Honestly, have you brushed your teeth today?
nope, have not even gotten out of bed.

7. Honestly, who are your best friends in the
world?
Ching Mun. hahaa... really!!

8. Honestly, who is the hottest person you know?
erm... hottest? Never really thought abt it...

9. Honestly, are you a good friend?
of coz not. but i try to be.

10. Honestly, do you really think going to
school is important?
yeah... it is.. But for different reasons.

11. Honestly, what are your dreams about, mostly?
i don't quite remember my dreams unless they're significant.

12. Honestly, who/what makes you happy
most of?
right now, of course it's Nigel Koay.

13. Honestly, what are you so sad about
right now?
Just chat with Nigel... It was okay... It SHOULD be okay right? that we chat for about maybe two hours even if he was busy with alot of uni work? But i'm sad looking at the conversation, i know he doesn't have feelings for me and i know he won't... so that's a real sad realization.... and i'm thinking now if i should just tell him how i feel... since he probably should know.

14. Honestly, how old are you now?
i'm turning 23 in a week or more.

15. Honestly, what song are you listening
to right now?
Haruka Kanata - AKG =)

16. Honestly, who do you want to meet at
this very moment?
Probably Nigel... he's still first on the list but I totally wouldn't mind seeing Taking Back Sunday right now, actually.

17.Honestly, where do you like to be
kissed?
fuck u. ask someone else.

18.Honestly,do you have a deadly disease?
NO THANKFULLY!

19.Honestly, do you hate someone right now?
no, no one =)

20.Honestly, who do you wanna hug right
now?
erm... nigel comes to mind! But give me anyone from TBS or KEITH or TIM. ouh i dreamt abt Tim last nite, we had fun together, or at least, i was having fun... being close wid him ^^

21.Honestly, are you bored?
YES. but i really shud go out to eat. Penang!

22.Honestly, who do u wanna slap right
now?
No one =) MYSELF maybe yeah!

23.Honestly, are you in love?
No. i'm just in like and abit of falling over and out.

24.Honestly, do you hate seafoods?
no i don't actually =)

25.Honestly, have you said what you feel for
him/her?
HAHAHAHHAHA... NO. i should maybe huh?

26.Honestly,have you ever think of comitting
suicide?
yeah. i have when i was about 14 especially those years.

27. Honestly, have you ever broken a bone?
no.

28. honestly what is your current ring
tone?
depends on who calls now ne?


1. Where are you now?
Gosh all these surveys are all d same aren't they?

2. What phone are you using? LG Sprint fone.

3. Single/Relationship/Married? Single.

4. Who was the last sms u recieved? Still d guy Elaine Teh likes...

5. Who was the last sms u sent? to elaine, i wanted dinner.

6. What can you hear instead of "the typing"? -+ I THINK I CAN I THINK I CAN I THINK I CAN... pillows on d radio =P and also someone vaccuming outside.

7. What is your Lucky Number? -+ ha.

8. You love doing surveys. -+ yyeah cause it is a great boredom filler.. ying ling on friendster is my survey pimp. seems like she comes up with one daily or weekly, i wonder where she gets all of them.

9. Are you tall or short? -+ short

10. Are you smart? -+ not smart enough. i know i am shite with science and maths but i know i have a lil bit of strength when it comes to social science stuff.

11. MSN or YM -+ MSN... nige is there =P

12. Do you have an Enemy? -+ probably.

13. Who or What do you miss the Most? -+ too loaded a question. Miss CALIFORNIA. Miss everyone there. Miss TBS. miss the thrill of a mosh pit i love. Miss not having my hands being cold all the time. Miss Nigel in the sense i'd really like to see him again. Miss home.

14. Who is the Most Disgusting Person you've
met? -+ me, actually. i don't think i've found anyone more disgusting.

15. Do you annoy ppl? -+ hell YEAH! it's part of my name and my charm da hell.

16. Are you LOUD or Soft Spoken-+ loud, too damn loud.

17. What would happen if you don't get things
YOUR WAY? -+ goshhhhhhh i'll be depressed, whiney, goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh u do NOT wanna know.

18. Punk or Hip-Hop -+ PUNK OF COURSE. DA HECK IS HIP HOP MAN!

19.What is your Current MSN name? -+ Elaine said, "babe... u make me happy, don't u know really?"

20. Where'd you get the Msn Name? -+ something i feel like saying to Nigel.

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

i still want you

And I have known the eyes already, known them all—
The eyes that fix you in a formulated phrase,
And when I am formulated, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Then how should I begin
To spit out all the butt-ends of my days and ways?
And how should I presume?

cuzin said...

He look dead mang! says:
so don't fuss, just why not go with the flow, if u don't try it, u'll never know. Don't just blow it off.

He look dead mang! says:
I don't wanna sound harsh but just to say that whatever comes your way, take the time to find things out. Don't just say oh, if i get to know him better mayb it'll work. I'm sure there's got to be some attraction yeah but just c how it goes


say, tis' abit contradictary no?

cousin cousin.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Happy Birthday!




yayyyy... happy brithday to my new blog.... sick-kick blog. for all the random thoughts that ppl don't wanna read on the main one at goodbyetracy. yayyyyy. *clap* *clap* *clap*

This blog is gonna replace the short-lived friendster one, cause the one at friendster only frienster ppl can go visit, which defeats the purpose no?